.:. today, i don't feel like doing anything .:.

so, just like bruno mars has cleverly scripted in his lastest hit, today (more like everyday since the 3rd trimester began), i don't feel like doing anything.

"Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything
I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'"

seriously. o_0

i find it rather disturbing actually, cos i've always been the on-the-ball kind of person, so when i'm so exhausted and lethargic, i find it troubling. and a tad bit annoying, actually. lol.

i have decided to give up on counting down to week 36. cos i find it rather depressing. because when i count down, i find myself looking forward to after the baby is born, to when i can tote him around, and to a time when i can wear my heels. and then, when i consciously count down, it seems like time is standing still, and the weeks are longer.

so, to heck with counting down. i shall just look forward to my b-weekly gynae appointments. heh. :)

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baby shower for Baby M?

ermmm. sorry to be a party pooper, but i only like celebratory occasions when they're not for me. haha. like a couple of the uni peeps are thinking of doing up like a baby shower of sorts, but well, i'm too lazy to enjoy such things. i don't mind going if it's for someone else, but if it's for me, tak yah lah. i'd rather do a 'baby shower' after baby M's born, like when he's 3 months old or sth, and i can tote him around. :) that idea, i like.

so for now, should anyone wish to spend moolah on baby M, kindly get him a diaper cake(s) - with clothes for 3 months old and above, and nothing in blue. bright colours are greatly welcomed. thank you! :) just like how his mama loves diaper cakes, i'm sure he'll grow to love them too. lol.

i do plan to do a big do-daa for him when he's about 3 months old or something. a kind of introductory hello-welcome-to-this-world kinda thing. please don't get this confused with the cukur rambut. the cukur rambut will definitely happen, but think we might just invite family and close friends, cos that would already sum up to like 300 people? hahhha. yes, we have a LOT of family. lol.

so, look forward to this big doo-daa thingy. it'll most prolly be slated for a time before he turns 6 months old, but when he's already uber cute with baby fats, and his mama can get back to her hot heels and look more like a MILF. so, yar. look out for that. no concrete details yet, but you get the drift.

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Dear Baby M,

i don't know why, but you love placing your butt cheeks in the middle of my belly. makes me laugh thinking about it, cos well, shows you got a sense of humour. and hey, you're not shy. if my belly was transparent. it kinda feels like you're showing off them cute cheeks for the world to see. hahhaha. keep up the humour and the somersaults in there - i look forward to them every day.

xoxo,

your Mama